5/09/2010 10:46:00 PM
Sunday, May 09, 2010
It's about time i'd be returning to Singapore. It's so wierd how people can be. Previously, when i was in HK, i wished to return to Singapore. But now tt time is up and i'm gg to return, i'm totally unenthusiastic about it. I do not want to return to the "jail". I have intention to move out of house when i return to Singapore. But i wonder if i am able to cos i haf a bad feeling that the person who likes to tie me dwn will never allow it. Sigh. I kinda feel lk staying in HK to work despite all the loneliness that i might end up wif. Guess i'm juz tired and i really feel lk running awae forever...
But i haf a verbal agreement about my job. Hence, i still haf to return to Singapore. Meanwhile, let me try to plan a wae to run out of the house. And i also haf planned a few thgs. Wanna learn some musical instrument or smthg. Cos i m bored. Mayb tk up driving lesson. Hmmm, or mayb go for some crisis relief work? And if i'm bored would fly awae again and find work somewhere?
Will my life ever stop revolving around running awae? sometimes juz feel so tired. Y can't i juz be happie and lead the life i want. Y can't people stop trying to run my life and irritate the hell out of me???!!! Sigh.