1/21/2010 12:03:00 AM
Thursday, January 21, 2010
This is not the 1st and neither is this my 2nd month in HK. But this trip back to HK is miserable indeed. I don't know why but i feel so empty and lonely. I have no mood to do assignments. I just keep thinking of going back to Singapore. Maybe there're really people whom i miss back in Singapore. I hope my life can be reverted back to normal the moment i return to Singapore. But yet once again, everything might have changed when i return. The only constant in this world is change. So will the dream world of Serene ever come back again when she returns?
I think i m starting to feel depressive symptoms setting in. Think the lack of socialization is really bad for me. Mayb cos this sem i socialise even lesser with people. Cos everyone are more busy. Smtimes i juz wonder why God made me such a people orientated person? It's so miserable being so fearful of loneliness. If only i am a loner. Then maybe alot of things that affect me now will not affect me anymore.
Is the crying during the past few nights juz symptoms of PMS? Sigh.