3/07/2009 08:49:00 AM
Saturday, March 07, 2009
I think i realli m someone who worries alot. Worries about wheather i am doing the right thing at work, worried about whether people thinks i'm doing well at work, worried about whether my peers like me or dislike me, worried about whether my future as a therapist is going to look gloomy or whether i can find a new job elsewhere, whether i can find THE special person in my life and the list goes on.... Wahx, wat a worrier i m. I realli wanna quit being a worrier this year. Wanna learn to leave everythg into God's hand. Wanna be a person who lives by faith, trusting that wat i desire in my heart shall be God's desire and my desire shld come to pass. I wanna be more carefree in my life!!!
This is my new year resolution and hopefulli i won't haf to bring this yr new year resolution to nxt yr. lol. This yr is a yr that i wanna grow and mature frm a young kid into an adult. Not lk i feel that i'm veri childish but i wan to become more mature. More mature in handling my emotions, more mature when i look at things at work, more mature during decision making in life. I can't possibly be a kid forever and lk when i'm 30 yo, still a childish 30 yo, den become 40 am still a childish 40 yo and when i turn 80 still childish. God.
Well, hopefulli by the end of this year, or when i come back frm HK, frenz ard me will find that i am a changed person, for the better of cos.