12/25/2008 10:35:00 PM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
I totalli dun understand parents nowadaes. Did they realli gif birth to children juz to wait for them to grow up and take money from them. Seriously, whether a not she washes my stupid clothes and iron my stupid clothes u tink it poses as threat to me. I'm lazy but i'm capable as well. If relationships need to be built on foundation of money den let it be. There need to be no more love in this relationship.
Dun complain how well other children haf treated their parents. Cos for the 2 most stressful event in my life u haf not stand by my side. U haf been additional stressor to me. And if a mum is lidat den i will juz be veri practical wif ur relationship. 300 a month lk employ maid. additional 200 a month is for maid's bonus.
Has juz been veri disappointed in parents in my life. I wonder y God made me go thru life wif such parents. Is it so tt i can appreciate him more? Sigh. Tot tis yr's bonus i can use to fund my studies. Look lk smthg cropped up along the wae. Need to retink of waes to save money for my degree conversion. Sigh.
12/14/2008 03:23:00 AM
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Had my bdae celebration with W328 and N354 2dae. I'm older by 1 more year le. So sad. I'm already 24 le but i still got so many undone things in my life. So this year, i seem to have so many wishes. Basicalli i tink mainly r the things tt i wanna get done in yr 2009. So i shall tk tis as a pre-new year resolution then.
Spiritual: More consistent in my daily quiet time and bible reading
Learn to hear more clearly from God and walk according to his instructions
Family: Breakthrough in my relationship with my family
- Learn to forgive past hurts
- Gain trust of family members and freedom in life
- Learn to honour and respect the authority of parents placed over my life by God
Work: Go for my masters in HK in September debt free
Emotions: Mature in ability to handle emotions
- Get out of the cycle of feeling rejected, lonely and indulging in self pity
- Being more able to show love and receive love without fear of being hurt - Learn to trust
- Accept imperfections of people around me without being overly critical
- Learning to change my weakness without bein overly critical of self and not being overly prideful
- Show wisdom in expression of emotions
Relationship: - Being able to let go of past hurts and scare caused by previous wrong relationships
- Having a breakthrough in relationship