I dun usually blog much about spiritual stuffs in this blog cos i noe there're many non believers out there who reads my blog. But i was juz doing some self reflection todae regarding God and my walk wif him.

While i was spending time in God's presence todae, it suddenly struck me that my story with God did not begin on the dae of my salvation but since the dae i was born, or even before i am born. God has written a story of how he tries to win my heart before my salvation and after my salvation the story goes on to continue to explained how a stubborn girl lk me is changed and transformed.

Wat could i sae about God other than the fact that he is realli good and faithful. Through all my stupidity, all my sins, all my rubbish, God still tell me that he loves me. He still saes that i'm beautiful in his eyes and he sees my strengths when others onli sees my weakness. He still saes he's please wif me and proud of me. Todae i felt as if i've seen Jesus somewhere and now, we're in two different world. Technicalli i could still communicate wif him though i could not see him. And i realli miss his face so much. Wat could i tell him when i see him, i think i could onli tell him that I miss him so so much and i realli love him.

Even though smtimes during my life, i forget abt him, i make decisions without him. But i noe i still love him alot and alot. There's indeed noone else lk Jesus. Hugz~