Haven blog for a long long time. I tot i'll never come back to blog again cos in this blog, there're so many memories tt i've blog abt him. But nevertheless, i've decided to blog again. I wonder if there's still anyone reading my blog. Sometimes i still wonder if he'll read my blog to see how i'm doing. But well, i tink when one has to let go, one has to let go. Esp when the other party is getting married.

I think my life has finally been brought to a different focus. Now i'm spending alot of time wif frenz. Though i tink over dependence on fren might be bad. Juz worried tt the dae will come when the frenship drift apart and the loneliness will come again. I'm also learning to depend on God more. Cos the world can let u dwn but God will never never let u dwn.

As for work, i'm q happie in my geri rotation. I tink my ah mas really brighten up my dae at work. They're the cutest ppl u'll ever see. Alwaz treating u lk their grandchildren. Mayb cos i'm realli at the age where their grandchildren is at. So even as u sayang the ah ma, they'll aso sayang u back. It's such a mutual relationship. Hahax. How i wish i can stay in tis rotation forever. Lol.

As for love life, even as i'm healing the hurts and moving on, i'm preparing my emotion for another stage in life. I need to ensure tt i grow stronger emotionally so tt i'd be ready to gif and tk in the nxt relationship. Need to build up my own confidence, love for myself and acceptance of myself. I'm sure my nxt relationship will be better den my last. From glory to glory, in everythg in my life. :)