I dunnoe wat to blog about 2dae but i juz feel lk blogging. I think sometimes i'm starting to wonder if i've become mad. Alwaz having wierd and unexplainable feelings. Sometimes feel lk wonder i've lost myself. Hmmm.

Went KTV last week, finally stopped crying. Wonder if i'm no longer sad or i'm juz immune to the feelings. Guess it's latter. I find that my life experiences made me more vulnerable den ever. I feel that i cry more easily and i really fear sad things happening in my life. Does it make me a more feeling person.

Juz wonder wat kinda training i'm going thru. Juz wonder wat kinda reaction m i to haf. Juz wonder wat i need to do for me to emerge as victorious. Sometimes i realli tink i've already been very strong. If i'm not strong enuff, tink i might haf gone into depression already. But i noe it's not my strength alone. But i juz wonder how much more do i haf to bear. How much stronger do i haf to get. I wan to laff awae all sorrows. Can i???