7/28/2007 08:51:00 AM
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Just suddenly got sentimental and decided to write something about a helpless broken heart...
Every look that you give
Every word that you say,
I cling on like a helpless child.
Disappointments and joy, running through my heart so wild.
Y did you choose to leave?
Y did you choose to ignore me?
Y did you have to break ur promise?
My heart is bleeding, do you see?
Please dun break my heart again,
I can no longer take the roller coaster rides you give.
Need a break from everything,
But y do i not have the courage to leave?
7/23/2007 12:44:00 AM
Monday, July 23, 2007
I dunnoe wat to blog about 2dae but i juz feel lk blogging. I think sometimes i'm starting to wonder if i've become mad. Alwaz having wierd and unexplainable feelings. Sometimes feel lk wonder i've lost myself. Hmmm.
Went KTV last week, finally stopped crying. Wonder if i'm no longer sad or i'm juz immune to the feelings. Guess it's latter. I find that my life experiences made me more vulnerable den ever. I feel that i cry more easily and i really fear sad things happening in my life. Does it make me a more feeling person.
Juz wonder wat kinda training i'm going thru. Juz wonder wat kinda reaction m i to haf. Juz wonder wat i need to do for me to emerge as victorious. Sometimes i realli tink i've already been very strong. If i'm not strong enuff, tink i might haf gone into depression already. But i noe it's not my strength alone. But i juz wonder how much more do i haf to bear. How much stronger do i haf to get. I wan to laff awae all sorrows. Can i???
7/06/2007 09:06:00 AM
Friday, July 06, 2007
Well. i do admit that i'm not such a cultured person who'd go to fine dining restaurant, primarily because the price of one meal is crazy. Think a meal at fine dining restaurant cost me a day or 2 days of my pay, depending on what food is ordered. Nevertheless, think it's a good experience and if you can afford it do go with someone who noes alot. I guess u'd learn things even at fine dining restaurant. Mayb cos i sua gu.
For me, i'm juz simply fortunate being able to dine at Grand Cordon (tink tt's the hotel's name). For ur info, the meal even if order the chepest would cost you more than 80 bucks. Well, all thanks to Kate who wrote in a complain letter, we got the meal for free. The meal was pretty stressful initially, for i m not even sure what the menu is talking about. They used so many ingredients that're not usually found in typical restaurant. And i was lk "Huh, wat the hell is this." And when ordering meal, all u're hear me sae is "Can i haf this?" Totalli could not pronounce the name. Hahax.
Then when it came to the eating part, i was lk so many utensils, which to use 1st. Hahax. Luckily, we haf the ever knowledgable Susan whom u could ask 101 questions. :)
Despite the misery during some occassions, i felt lk i'm treated lk a VIP, people squats to talk to you, and the food is lk heavenly. Especially the steak, 98 bucks for a steak. What more could u ask for. And best of all everythg is free. Their service recovery was so well done that i'm sure i'll go back to dine again. Yes, a waste of money some may sae, but i tink no harm pampering yourself once in awhile. After a year's of hardwork, it'd be good if we can pamper ourselves to a meal there.
I'll be back~