6/29/2007 08:49:00 AM
Friday, June 29, 2007
Xian~ I noe i shld not be late everydae. I noe shld wake up on time and reach work on time. But it's just such a irritating fact that i stay so far away from the hospital and every morning it's juz such a struggle to wake up. Is it a work habit that i need to change or is it a work environment tt i need to change. Change to a place near my home? Sigh...
I guess cos i'm bonded i haf no choice but try to change my work habit lohx. Actualli i did try veri veri hard to change my work habits but it juz doesn't seem to last. When i strt feeling tired, i'd slip back to my slpy mode, refusing to wake up and strt being late for work.
Hmmm... Looks lk i gotta change my slping habit too. Try to slp earlier and wake up earlier but do u see the flaws in that? I juz haf so little leisure time during the weekdae. Tk a dae when i haf tuition for instance, by the time i reach home, it's already 9+ and after showering it's 10pm. If i were to slp at 11pm, which means all i can do is to do a short prayer den gotta slp le. Faint. I dread a life lk this. Tink i'd die if this were to happen.
Wat shld i do? Wat's the best solution? Feel lk moving out to a place nearer CGH den might help a little. Sigh... Solutions pondering in process. Need to try to be more discipline when it comes to waking up hours ba. ...........
6/22/2007 08:57:00 AM
Friday, June 22, 2007
I can't help but want to blog 2dae to ventilate my anger despite not having completed changing my blogskin... Wat can kill u faster than having an OCD boss... Tink she super super high "D" and "C"... All the unsanctified one for ur info!!!
Well... I noe she does not lk me but it's not lk i lk her with my heart and soul for goodness sake... If she dun mind looking into the mirror, she'd discover how many ppl actually dislike her... And all i ask for is a peacful 2 more years of work... For goodness sake... I'm leaving after 2 years!!! Not lk i'm gonna stay here forever!!!
Kaoz, y kick up a big fuss on who i inform regarding me going to be late... Muz bug on the fact that i die die my tell supervisor and not my colleagues... Will the info not be then passed on to my supervisor??? Wat if i juz suay suay dun haf my supervisor's phone number wif me at that time and all i can contact is my colleague... What the hell!!!
The other time got so hyped up abt the fact that i only inform my sup abt taking MC and not informing her!!! Kaoz... I tell u, she's realli super duper into all these nitty gritty tt makes me feel lk it's gonna kill me... Does she realise how irritating she is!!! Arghx...
I tell u, when she kao bei abt all these stuffs, onli means 1 thg, she's in a bad mood 2dae... And even more i feel lk telling her... Pls dun let ur mood and ur favorites affects how u handle issue... 2 headed snake!!! Idiot!!! I realli can't wait for my 2 years to end... I'm gonna rush to a place where heaven is... Realli feels lk i'm being trapped in hell now!!!