5/30/2007 11:00:00 PM
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Oops... Sorrie... Blogskin in process of revamping... Please be patient with the slow me cos i veri little time to embark on this major project... But cos i wanna strt my blog again... So change yi xia...
Blog would be back soon... Hugz~ Love ya guys~
5/28/2007 12:11:00 AM
Monday, May 28, 2007
Isn't love the calling of our lives??? Aren't we called to love one another??? Den y in this fallen world does love hurt so much??? Though the answer is obvious 'cos this world is fallen...
Sigh, seeing my frenz ard me reminds me of the past me... Remind me of all the sad past which i haf... Trying by their own means to restore a love relationship which they noe is gonna bring much pain...
Case scenerio 1: Falling in love with a married woman who is not willing to leave her husband --> adultery... Praying and hoping day and night that she'd get pregnent so that divorce and remarrying will come... Dun they see the flaws in this entire relationship??? From the veri start adultery is wrong and will only lead to endless sufferings... And so wat if the girl is pregnent??? Wat made u 100% sure that the girl will keep the baby or will the girl want to marry u??? If she has the responsibilty and courage, she'd already made a decision and not be lk wat she is now... So even if she has a child, result gonna be the same...
Case scenerio 2: Still loving a girl who is not willing to break up wif her current bf... Says does not want to hurt the bf but yet leading my fren on... Sigh... Dumb excuses... Y dun she tink twice before hurting my fren den???
Sigh... Y can't ppl love one another... If only they learn how to love one another and not hurt each other, all love tragedy will not happen... Sigh... At the end of the dae, the one who love u most is urself... If u dun love urself, allow urself to get hurt who can help u...
Xian... It's not lk i myself haf totally gotten over my past, guess it still haunts me every now and den... But at least it no longer hurt so much... I realised there's nthg much i can do... So wat if i cling on... Juz pray he'd not hurt me anymore... Juz pray that his reason is genuine and he'd nv hurt me wif another ger... Nightmare in my life...
Pat pat... To everyone who's hurt by love... I pray tt God will fill u with his overwhelming love so that all the pains will be numbed and disappear...
5/27/2007 12:46:00 AM
Sunday, May 27, 2007
I realli wan more of you my dear Lord... So much that every single second of my life i'd be filled wif ur love... I'm sick and tired of days or cell groups or services that i do not noe where are u, where i could onli call out to u in vain... Abba, do you see my heart??? Wat do i need to do to be covered by ur sovereign grace and love every dae of my life???
I hate it when i'm weak, i hate it when i give in to my carnal flesh... I hate it when i get fraustrated and angry... Y is it that i'd get upset abt small and stupid things and end up going against all your will... I hate it i realli hate it to hurt u, to feel convicted and condamned... I hate it when all i can do is to cry and sae sorrie to u...
Sigh... 2dae's one of the screwed up daes again... Not walking in ur waes, not having much of ur presence wif me and screwing bdae celebrations up... I'm sorrie oh Lord... I noe i repented when i fail to walk in ur waes, but m asking 4 more den repentence, i need strength so tt i'll nv fall again... Seeking more wisdom so tt i will not screw up plans again... But u noe i've done my best do u not???