1/02/2007 08:23:00 PM
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Hmmm... Wat's wif ppl nowadaes... Likes having cold war... I'm not smone who enjoys quarrels... But neither m i the kind who'd succumb to unreasonable ppl... One cold war juz ended 2 weeks ago and another cold war has started... I'm already rather immune to not talking to her... I'm not even tinking of making any attempts to resolve our problems... Dun tink there's a need to pretend to talk to one another even though we're both bu shuang wif one another... Tt has been wat's happening during the past 2 weeks is it not??? Is there even need for hypocrisy???
So my plan now is to minimise conflicts by minimising the amount of physical, verbal and emotional contact... Anyway, guess my life's gonna b q bz given that i'm gonna start giving tuition... And nites when i do not need to give tuition, i shall keep myself bz watching animae or gg to learn guitar... I wan pick up guitar!!!
And plan number 2 is to shift out of the house when i start school... I've absolutely valid reason to shift out of the house given that my school and workplace are both so far frm my house... And given that i'm having nite classes, i predict i'll end school pretty late... In order to ensure sufficient time to study, i'd use it as an excuse to shift out of the house!!! YES!!! I need a personal space and peaceful space where i can lead a life of my own...
I'm trying to re-organise my life this yr... I've kinda decided that i might end up being a spinster... But mayb it's be alrite afterall if i can find sufficient leisure and purposeful activity to do alone... Guess when one grow older, there's more conflicts to overcome in order to find out the ultimate meaning of life...
In the veri beginning, i alwaz tot that life is merely studying, earning loads of money and ultimately getting married and den die... But now, i decided there's more to this... I'm gg to figure out the meaning of life for myself... Else wat's the point of having me on tis earth... Juz another person to fight for oxygen... Well well... Smtimes realli tink life's boring... I can get so damn bored... But still gotta get on wif life... So muz find smthg i enjoy doing... Need to find a work which i'll enjoy so tt i won't dread gg to work...
Well well, sufficient crap... Good bye...