There was once a man of God who loved God alot even to the extent of letting the one he loved go once upon a time. I remembered he once said, "I could compromised with anythg but not God."

Then there came tis ger, who made tis man of God fall. She made him sin against God. Though she's not totalli to blame, but she nv stopped feeling guilty. God has spoken so many times, telling her so many times that she had to stop the man frm sinning and it's alwaz within her capacity, but she alwaz fail. She alwaz chose the flesh above the spirit.

The door was opened for the devil to enter their life. But the ger was lucky. She knew repentance is not just about feeling guilty and sayin sorry. But turning 180 degrees back to God. She knew that though God's grace is there but it never came cheaply, every single grace given was bought back by God's blood. And lk wat God has revealed to her, "Servant who knows his master's will and does not get ready or does not do what his master wants will be beated with many blows.But one who does not know and does things deserving punishment will be beaten with few blows. From everyone who has been given much, much will be demanded; and from the one who has been entrusted with much, much more will be asked." Yes, the ger and the man are both servant of God who knew what sins are, though God is gracious, but there's no cheap grace in god. If they chose not to turn back to god, they'd need to face the music. Yes, we may fall when we try to turn back to god, but god will alwaz gif us strength to stand up again.

The girl is afraid that the man will think that God is forever gracious, that it's okie to sin. For God gave man a choice, so god will cover all human's sin with grace. But look, God gave Adam and Eve free will, but when they sin, though God is still gracious and clothe them, and sent christ to save the world, but they still were punished. It's never okie to sin especially when we know it.

The girl knew she could stop being a sin in his life. But she's worried that the root of the sin is still in the man and the man will let other aspects of sin enter his life. She's now praying for God to clean his mind. So that he would hand every single sin, past and present to God so that God could gif him strength to overcome them.

The ger do not noe if the man would see her heart, and she does not noe if the man would understand wat she's trying to sae, but the girl juz hand it to God, to make the man see. "Many thgs are impossible with human, but not with God, With God everythg is possible."