8/05/2006 12:02:00 AM
Saturday, August 05, 2006
Hahax... Everytime i come in to read my chatters, i'm bound to be sclded... Hahax... Dearest fren, i'm not blogging cos i'm exhausted... And everytime i come online to blog i alwaz juz complain... Lol...Since complaining has been my usual style of writing, i shall continue to complain... An update of my recent life... I've finalli finished my 2nd month in CGH... Let me summarise how my stay has been... In general i tink i made enemy wif 1 person... The person is the sister in ward 18... Lol... As if i can be bothered... I hate her and she hates me too... The onli thg tt i'm too careless about is not to tk care of my back... Kanna stabbed on my back a few times... Haix... Not as if it's veri bad but ppl can't understand all i desire is to get past my 3 years in CGH... As my those in rehab department, i tink i'm still as anti social as ever... Made some friends though... But tink when u made friends, there're bound to be some ppl who dun lk ur character... I tink esp my outspoken character... Hmmm... I'm learning to be selective in things i sae... All these are learning to protect ur own back... My beloved friends who're joining workforce in a couple of months time... Pls learn these, dun learn it the hard wae lk me... Well well... My life apart from work has been boring... M forced to teach my cousin science.... Not that i have anythg against teaching her but y can't ppl understand tt i'm not motivated to teach her for the following reasons:1. It is extra workload for me after having so many tuition resulting in me having to drop 1 of my other student whom i enjoy teaching so much...2. She does not do my work... Sometimes waste my time gg over cos she nv do my work and i can't continue...3. I'm tired... And i need a life other than teaching her!!!!4. Not lk her studies is my responsibility... 5. Ppl force me to teach!!! Tt's wat i hate... U get my sucky attitude as a result!!!If u ppl tink she's so important den 2 bad... Cos i tink if even my mom care abt others more den me, den it juz means tt we'll haf quarrels more often... Can nv understand my mom... Everyone else is more important den her own daughter... I hate this kinda life when i'm inferior to anyone else... And i tink many ppl tink i'm inferior... Everyone has loads of priority in life and i seem to be no where in their priority... Everythg can cut queue and i juz forever haf 2 queue... My life is full of waiting... The moment i wake up i strt waiting... Til the time my dae ends... If u all haf so many priority and i'm not one of dem, let me go... Shut ur mouth up and go to ur priority... Dun hold on to me and dictate my life!!! My life is not meant to wait!!! AND I HATE HAVING TO WAIT JUZ TO GET THE BIT OF PATHETIC ATTENTION!!!I can tell u, i seriously hate my life now!!!