Was suppose to be at work todae... But when i woke up, my mind in completely blank... I dunnoe wat i'm suppose to do to face my patients... I'm afraid i will break down in the process of treating my patients...

I broke down a couple of times 2dae... But lesser den yesterdae... Does it mean i'm feeling better??? Nahx... I dun realli tink so... I tink i cried lesser because i still hold a hope... I still have my triumph card... And while readng through the materials i've found, i feel taht all hope is not lost... Or mayb it is... Gotta find out more about wat is gg on...

2 bad MC onli 1 dae... Y isn't there a diagnosis called heartache... How long wil the MC of heartache be??? *I wonder* Realli wondering... Okie... I shall cut the crap... No mood to type... Brain aso jam, cannot type... Lol... When wil i return to normal intelligence??? I wonder...