6/01/2006 12:14:00 AM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Hmmm... So long haven posted... Decided to post again... Haven even annunced tt I've finally and miraculously passed my exam wif flying colours until my family members doubt if i'm the on taking the exam... Haha... My mother keep pestering me to ask if it's true and my bro even worse... Ask me if i wrote my name on someone else's paper... But i m realli glad tt i did so well even though i din realli understood y... I did well enuff to allow me to do honors if i want to (Though i realli haven think it through)...
Oh yar... I haven even mentioned in my blog tt i'm attached... But y is it tt in this entry when i introduced him to anyone who read my blog i haf to sae tt i find loving someone realli difficult... Mayb our honeymoon dating is over... But y is it tt i haf to feel so sucky... Y is it tt he muz make me feel so sad... Din he sae he wan to protect me but why is it tt he's the one who make me tear and cry??? Y are guys all the same??? Y is he juz lk other guy, when i tot of him to be different??? Haix... Hate it tt i've to go thru this feeling again... Can't u all let me haf a breathing space... I'm realli tired...
Hope i din scare any of my frenz... Dun worrie... I'll be fine... I'm strong... Dark clouds will leave soon... Tink i juz pre-work depression...
Oh... Talking abt work... How can anyone be as unlucky as me... I was complaining tt i dun wan to do hands anymore during my placement and i got to noe tt my 1st rotation in CGH would be in hands... Arghx... Kill me manx... How can i be in such down luck... Haix... Hope tt i would survive this 9 months ba... Sobs sobs...