I seriously think that exams are stepping stones for me to feel a sense of incompetency... Do i really haf warped expectations of myself??? I realli wonder... Y is it that after every single exam i must wonder if i'm really having a sound clinical reasoning to be a clinician... Everyone feels i m good therapist but i seriously dun see myself anywhere near the demarkation... If i hate to be compared to the bad therpist, i bet the good therapist would be insulted to be compared to me as well...

Well well, i'm seriously keeping my finger cross and hoping against all odds that i won't fail my semester... I realli felt so shitty yesterdae... I had work rehabilitation yesterdae and i can tell u it was a total screwed up...Upon some reflection, i realise i'm realli a slow thinker...I hate exams cos there is'nt plenty of time for me to think, digest before i make a decision... I din noe how to do question 1 which cost me 3o marks even though i wrote some craps which i totalli does not noe if it's realli the wae i interpreted it.... Den the stupid me onli noe how to do the 2nd question but not as if i'll score full 40 marks for it... Den the third question... It is seriously not so tough... But i din haf time to complete 3b which cos me ard 20 marks... Den 3a was screwed up by me... By me horrible clinical reasoning... Though i alwaz sae tt it's alwaz cos of all these mistakes tt i forever remember these facts but i realli think there is not a need for me to pay such a high price... As i was reflecting about it, i realised wat i did yesterdae was purely to write results with minimal interpretation... I wonder if my interpretation was even rite... And wrst of all, i made a conclusion without investigating the temperaments... Ah!!! Made a wrong recommendation... Wat the hell... Kill me pls~~~

Haix.... And to make things worse, i was trying to figure out wat diagnosis the reduce energy patient had and i nearly vomitted blood and die cos i realli dunnoe... End up having to juz search for mateirals based on my gut feel... Ahhh~~~ So i dunnoe if i'll die later... I'm juz keeping my finger veri crossed... Cos i tink i screwed up my paper 1... Don't wan to screw up my third jump again... Haix...

Feeling an overall sense of incompetency as usual....