12/30/2005 11:48:00 PM
Friday, December 30, 2005
Time realli fly... I realli din noe tt new year is around the corner... I'm juz living one dae by one dae as dae pass... So horrible of me... Hex... Saw Eliz blog on new year's resolution... Hahax... I tink new year comes 2 fast b4 i even decide on any resolution... But i tink i'll nv fulfil my new year's resolution... So y bother to make... Hmmm... Let me juz tink... Wat kinda resolution do i haf for next year... Hmmm...
1. Continue to survive in NYP
2. Pass my written and competency test before i join CGH next year, else i'll be out of job...
3. Be motivated about OT and like my job when i'm at CGH
4. SOCIALISE with ppl in CGH so tt i won't be labeled "aloof"!!!
5. Lose some weight
6. Save money!!! Else i'll be stuck with a diploma forever!!!
7. Find a boyfriend??? Hahax... This's juz for laff...
Oh... Finish of crap... Tiem to talk about wat happened to me... Yesterdae i did a veri dumb thg!!! I happily mass email everyone on my email list, probably all my fren would haf received the email, regarding the tsunami girl. I actualli did not wan to forward it, firstly cos i'm lazy and secondly cos i dunnoe if it's true. But out of my compassionate and loving heart, i decided that ling ke xin qi you bu ke xin qi wu. Anyway, emailing does not tk a lot of time cos i can click send to everyone, which is wat i did. But i happily 4got tt my lecturer's email address are inside... And the dumb me happily send this dumb mail to my lecturers as well. But that's not all. My "beloved" OT manager who saw my email happily remembered me all of the sudden, after forgetting that Serene existed for the past few months. So his reply is as follow:
"Hi Serene, Merry Christmas. Your e-mail prompted me to follow up on what we talked about the last time, that we should talk again. If you feel like it, we can meet - not so much as the head of OT to student but rather as colleague to future colleague. We can make a time when you are back at school. "
Wat i did suddenly prompted me y i became an O cos i've got the gifted power to provide sufficient stimulation to make a person who's forgotten about smthg remember it all over again. Oh well, i'm laming... But i realli feel lk killing myself... Cos me and Dor was still discussing abt it the other dae and we concluded tt he's probably haf forgotten... Can i sabo Dor as well??? Hahax... Bet she'll skin me alive... Hahax...
So wat m i suppose to tok to him about??? To feign how passionate i m abt OT when i tink i'm more of lk: "Watever lahx... It earns me money" or shld i tell him how i dread the fact tt i'm strting work in 6 months time and ask him to fail me so tt i can continue to be in NYP or tell him how confused NYP lecturers has been and tt i realli hate NYP more... Everythg contradicts isn't it... How can i ask him to let me stay in sch when i hate NYP more and more... But how can i strt work when i dun fee lk it... Hahax... Well well... Thgs are all beyond our control...
Enuff of my dumb mistake... 2dae I met up wif Mandy... Went to her house and she brought Isa along... I've got absolutely no problems with having mroe ppl at her house though i'm both anti-social and aloof... Hahax... Oh... Nv knew Mandy is staying in a condo... Hmmm... Tink her family q rich ba... At least i tink ppl who stay in a condo muz be q well-to-do one lahx... Tt's y i'm 4ever stuck in a 3 room HDB flat... Hahax... Oh anyway, we basically juz rot lahx... And talk to Isa abit... And i had a change of opinion about her... When i was a student at TTSH, i tot she was q fierce... Mayb cos tt time she q pek cek and stress lahx... But 2dae when i saw her, i muz sae she's q a nice person lohx... Veri nice to chat and crap with... Hmmm... So dun judge a book by it's cover... Hex...
Okie... Abt time to slp le.. 2ml i still muz wake up veri early wor... Hahax...
