12/18/2005 09:02:00 PM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
I realli tink ppl nowadaes are not in their right frame of mind... If they stop irritating me, won't there be lk less tactlessness on my part and ended up offending ppl... Oh well... Ppl dun understand that their opinion is smtimes not needed and not asked for... So they shld juz keep thier bloody mouth shut... Dun try to tk ppl's emotion as a joke... Tt's horrible and irritating of them... Well well... I mean i noe i shld haf been more tactful lahx... But 2 bad i joke too much... and ppl cannot tk my joke cos they tk everythg seriously and to heart... Too bad then...Everythg happened from my mum commenting tt i alwaz cry after i come back from exam when i dun noe how to do... Well i tink i cry for a more valid reason than i tink i'm gonna fail... I usualli cry cos i feel so upset tt i make stupid mistake... It is stupid mistake tt i can nv condon and allow myself to make.. But they dun understand... And worse of all is tt he actualli compare me to his daughter and sae i'm lk his daughter... I dun care if it's juz a remark but firstly, i tink that making remarks lidat is trying to embarass me and not veri empathetic to a person's emotion... 2ndly, i dun lk to compared to other ppl... 3rdly i tink comparing me to his daughter is an utter insult... I think i'm much better den his daughter... And out of defensing myself and my emotions, trying to protect my emotions from being treated lk a joke and save myself from the humiliation and embarassment, i said smthg q mean, i mean harsh in the words but not suppose to mean tt wae when i sae it lahx... I mean i lk sayin ppl siao one mahx... So i happily said tt i nv study lk go crazy lohx... Which i perfectly agree... Common, she's stress when's she's onli in sec sch... U noe wat i'm doing in sec sch??? Playin bball... Duh... But i seriously muz emphasise tt the word crazy is not meant to be the literal meaning... But apparently, he was offended...Oh well 2 bad... I mean i noe i'm at fault but complaining do u no good... Cos i'm forever me... U dun try to hurt me i'll get off u... So dun speak when ur opinion is not asked for...