11/10/2005 08:10:00 PM
Thursday, November 10, 2005
It's since Fri... Wat the hell have i been doing... HT strted prompting me 101 times le... And tink 2dae i realli make her hit her limit le... Do it smmore and she'll realli hate me lohz... haix... But tink 2dae i realli dunnoe whether m i suppose to see the patient anot mahx... U noe me one lahx... Dunnoe den better ask... I dun wan to be lk zi zhuo zhu zhang though i noe she'll probably wans me to see the patient... Anyway, i realised i've been experiencing audience effect.... Remember how when there're audience ur performance would be worse??? Haix... HT recently keep asking me to see patient with the PT... But i'm realli uncomfortable wif seeing patients with her... Yes i tink she's q nice but i'm juz uncomfortable can... And i alwaz perform worse... But since fter 2dae i decided 1 thg i shall ignore... Juz do wat i tink is rite... Tinking 2 much at the end of the dae is my fault again... Haix... And then antagonise her... Though i apologise and she seems okie wif me but i noe HT would juz sae no worries one but i'm upset... Who noes how upset i feel abt myself these few daes???I dun even noe wat i typing le... Wat i typing doesn't seem to make sense to me anymore... Juz 1 sentence... I've been making stupid mistakes recently till HT is abit pissed off le... If i wanna survive i better stop my crap!!!