I'm utterly confused... Whenever i ask u for feedback, u would tell me that u're fine with my performance... Until recently, i realised ur being fine with my performance is juz tt u won't fail me.... I felt realli disturbed when u told me on Fri to try to impress you... How do i impress you??? I'm an unimpressive student... I feel i'm not a veri good therapist... At least not in my pint of view... Ignoring wat other therapist have told me...

Reflecting on wat u sae to wat my grades for my mid wae eval would be... I dun even dare to imagine... I tink my grades would be lk 3 and 4??? Haha... But what the hack... Cos i tink my improvements have plateued... Probably gonna continue be so hopeless for the next month... Duh~ And i'm sure u'll feel supre irritated cos i'm juz hopeless... Haix... Sux... Everythg juz sux a big time...

Oh well... Though i try veri hard to convince myself not to be so pessimistic but i can't help it but to feel pessimistic abt everythg tt's happening to me rite now... Hopeless, gone case... I'm a gonner... Haha... Duh~