11/21/2005 09:51:00 PM
Monday, November 21, 2005
Hmmm... Dun ask me y but i seem to have lost my zest... Dun ask me wat happen cos me myself aso dunnoe... At times, i seem to feel sad and motivationless... At other times, i seem to be okie... Laffing along wif my frenz, supervisor and other ppl ard me... I guess i juz lack a goal in life...
This week would not be a good week either... 2dae during the dae busy clearing cases, doing initial interview and documenting the cases... 2ml there'd be MDM in the morning and i would be busy doing shower assessment and helping HT review her cases... At nite, i'll need to be immersed in planning activity for my patient for HL to observe on Wed... Oh well... Xian... Wonder wat it would turn out lk... And Fri would be the release of my results... Wonder wonder wonder....
Anyway, 2dae Ht asked me again if i learnt anythg during this placement... Well... I dunnoe how to answer... Though ultimately i said yes... I did learn alrite but not intensive kind of learning... But i mean it's not HT's fault lahx... It's me cos i dunnoe how to structure my own learning environment... Oh well... It boils dwn to structuring own learning environment again... Mayb i shld strt reflecting on how i could maximise my learning... But seeing the things she does is alwaz an eye-opener cos she has all her knowledge at her fingertips... And when there's a new problem she'll amaze me by how she assess and determine the type of problem the patient has... Juz feel i'm so far awae frm tt... My knowledge is not even good... Mayb i need to work harder...
Well well well... 2nite no time to think thru wat i shld do to maximise my own learning... Let me continue rotting tomorrow... Will think of the questions i haf for her 2ml ba...