10/26/2005 10:25:00 PM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Oh well... Finalli noes wat ugly working world is all about... Could u believe that a student would aso be the centre topic for the month... Oh my... Totalli fainting...
HT actualli commented todae tt ppl has said i'm veri aloofed... Duh... Juz cos i dun smile and tok 2 dem??? Wat the hell... I'm juz a student... I dunw an to be too comfortable with the environment... And behaving like a student is all wrong.... They fine studen tlk em gu pi...
Problem is, i dun even see tt as a problem... 2 me it's perfectly fine cos i've alwaz been lidatsince my 1st placement and until now den i received such comments... Wonder how childish human can be... Muz everyone laugh and tok lk nobody's business so as to fit into theiir culture??? Can't i juz be the one who onli toks when i feel comfortable and secure.... Duh...
Anyway, was telling HT abt politaics and HT juz gif me this advice... "When you strt working, dun let ppl pick on u... It'll affect ur appraisal and it's a reccency effect..." Oh well well well... Do they mean tt packaging is mroe important than abilities??? Smtimes i realli tink this's wat they're implying... Haix... No wonder ppl who noes how to package themselves alwaz do veri well in clinicals... Cos they're juz good at building rapport... Hahax... Great... Watever...
Y can't i eve be myself... Haix...