9/17/2005 10:46:00 AM
Saturday, September 17, 2005
Wat wrong wif me 2dae??? I realli dun understand but since i woke up this morning, i haf an unknown sense of sadness and loneliness... Dun ask me why... Already said it's unknown... So i aso dunnoe... Wanted to go out to alleviate this idiotic sensation... But nobody is free to entertain me... Haix.. I wonder if it's cos i've juz finished rushin all my project and dun feel touching anymore assignments... Yet... I found myself having nthg 2 do... My group of bball frenz are enjoying themselves in Thailand at this point of time ba... And everybody choose to celebrate their bdae on the same dae... So nobody go out wif me... Plus it's a Saturdae.... So many ppl go church service... And i shall continue to rot at home 2dae until i can find a mood to either do my assignment or study or find smthg to do tt'll make me happie... Sobs... Mayb shld go watch A*Mei's dvd again... Crazy me... Dunnoe watch how many times le.... Tink i'm realli gg crazy le... The boredom plus loneliness plus sadness is driving me crazy... Need to find smthg more interesting to do... Sighx...