9/25/2005 12:22:00 AM
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Oh well... Me and my bluntness got me into trouble again todae... Mayb it's all my character's fault... I'm tactless oh well... God noes why he born me so tactless??? Y m i born so insensitive??? Alwaz being too emotional and expressing too much of me... I noe i got low EQ... Tink my EQ sure fail one... But it's me... U wan me to change??? Dun tink i can... And i dun wanna change... Not being stubborn but i tink this's part of me... U wan me to hide my feelings i realli dunnoe how to and i feel it's gonna gif me high blood pressure... Will get stroke and heart attack earlier sia... Hmmm...But there i go again 2dae... Happily giving comment abt my fren's gf... And wat i got in the end was pls dun sae anythg bad abt her anymore... I dun wan to hear... There is my care and concern... Being treated as the most irritating thg to hear on earth... Sorrie... I'm bad at counselling ppl... I alwaz uses my emotions to talk to ppl... Mayb tt's wat's good abt me but tt's also wat's bad ba... But i tot ppl lk u could accept it... But i was wrong... Shld not haf commented at all... But y??? Tot u could accept my most frank opinions... Isn't wat frens are for??? Are frenz suppose to be hypocrites???I juz can't control... Not tt i dun wan... HAven u noe me well enuff tt i'm juz frank and blunt??? Tot u did... Sorrie peeps... Serene is frank, blunt and EQ 0... Remember this forever... 4get it... I shall not join anymore of such sensitive gathering...I alwaz tell ppl if u haf problem u can cum to me... Now i need to change wat i wanna sae... Listen up the whole world... Dun come to me if u cannot accept frank comments... Becos the Serene here is not able to control herself... Watever she sae is veri tactless and right from the bottom of her heart... She's juz tt emotional... And if u can't tk it... Pls... Dun even ask me for any of such gathering... It juz hurts to hear tt u made a fool out of urself and u're the most irritating person on earth... I hate the kinda feeling... Smtimes i tink it's better to be alone... I won't offend anyone wif my dumbness anymore... Haix... Y did i even sacrifice my study time for this gathering and make a fool out of myself??? I'm not a clown ppl... Though i alwaz sae i dun mind being 1... But i tink it's juz tiring when i'm having my own work to worry... Gif me some breathing space... Tt's wat i need badly!!!