9/21/2005 08:54:00 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
Oh well... So evil... Still calling HB smarty pants... Juz trying to brighten up my life... Oh wel... Had a tok wif him juz now... Q a long tok smmore... But it's all revolving ard 1 topic... My wonder if OT is realli important for clients and if this is wat i wan... He was trying to boost my self confidence cos i totalli refuse to tink i'm good and in fact i realli tink i'm inadequate...
Hmmm... But at the end of everythg he wants me to try to put aside my feelings and for the next time i see a client put the client first... Do the best for them... Tk tt as my source of motivation... Hmmm... I wonder if it'll work... but i'm willing to try... Mayb smhow smwhere out there i'll find my source of passion for the profession... Mayb by doing these, i'll be able to find the unique meaning to OT... Well well well... Wat else can i do other than trying out waes and means to find meaning in my occupation??? Need to at least work for 3 years... And as a matter of factly, i dun wan to leave OT... Though i dun c the philosophy of OT being practise in Singapore, i hope to see it change and hopefulli one dae i can prudly tell ppl i'm proud to be an OT becos it makes a difference in people's life... It is important, special and different...
Hmmm... Wonder if tt dae will ever happen... But i juz hope it does... Xi wang zai ren jian... But b4 i can do anythg i need to do well for this exam??? Realli behind time for revision.... Need to add some oil to my engine... Hahax... But i q slow in studying one... God noes why... Oh anywae, tink i need to drink coffee wif HB again after my placement... Hahax... He sae we shall tok again... But wonder if he remembers... He's lk so bz... Lalala...