7/04/2005 11:13:00 PM
Monday, July 04, 2005
Wat would u sae if i tell u tt i tink i'm not gonna do well for this clinicals? I'm realli mentally prepared... I think i've been screwing up everything... From the 1st day of clinicals, i've not been performing well... Though i noe i'll get at least 4s 4 all my modules... But gettign 4s is not sufficient... I'll end up wif a "C" or a "D"... Haix... Pulling down all my clinicals score... How m i gonna answer to CGH??? Arghx...
Juz tk 2dae as an example... Initialli i tink Cynthia is q please wif my transfer skills... But after 2dae... I realli wonder... Hmmm... And 2dae i ask her abt the sensory reeducation i've done for my stroke client... She told me i've not exactly done it correctly... Ahhh!!! Wat the hell... I've spent so much time trying to do it and 2dae she's telling me tt i'm sala... Arghx... Irritating...
Oh well... Seems to be doing all the wrong things... Wonder how... Will miracle happen such that i'll by chance get at least a "B"? I tink i'm realli not in the mood to work hard already... Though i tink i'm still working q hard... Haix... Sm1 save me from this pile of shit please... Can't wait for final eval to be over and clinicals to be over!!!