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Baby Ger
A ger who's forever dear to her creator in heaven, born into a humble family on 14th Dec 1984. Her parents gave her the name Serene Kwek Si Ling.
She wandered on earth excelling in her studies from Li Hua Pri to Presbyterian High to Anderson JC and finally NYP.
She graduated as an Occupational Therapist but started to face more challenges. She got to the point where she wonder what life is all about.
God's grace was upon her, he chased after her heart and in August 2006, the ger finalli decide that she needs God in her life. She was baptised in Dec and have Athena as her baptism name.
This ger is now still seeking to improve herself, find out her purpose in life and in search for the partner God destined for her.
6/07/2005 05:47:00 PM
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Oh no~ How can i start having headache on the first dae of clinicals all the wae till 2dae??? Though it's onli 2 daes... All these attribute to the having to wake up at 6.15 rite... Arghx... If onli the place is nxt door... Y muz the centre be so far awae???
Anyway, i've to officially declare that i'm damn disorientated to the place... We were dump there wif utmost little orientation... And 2dae there's lk no more OTs in the afternoon at the centre... So wat shall we do??? Blur!!! Stunned!!! Self-entertain lohx... But tink 2ml won't be an easy dae... Cos tt loso auntie coming... Wahx... She's realli damn loso and tink she expects alot from us... And she's HB number 2... Super braggy...
Actualli juz wanna blog to fa xie yi xia... But practicalli 2dae was damn slack and we hardly do anythg... Hahax... But tt's on the other hand damn boring lohx... I realise time past much more difficult than when i was in TTSH... In TTSH we're so bz and time realli flies... Finalli see the difference between acute and community setting le... Which is better??? It's realli up to u to decide...
6/05/2005 07:14:00 PM
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Haix... Sadx... I hope shi(2) jian(1) jiu(4) ting(2) liu(2) zai(4) zhe(2) yi(4) ke(4)... This is wat i told my fren juz now... Sounded lk super romantic rite... But it's not... I hope 2dae go on for eternity cos 2ml gotta go for clinicals... Tot i shld b happie abt clinicals... Why do i tink it's so dreadful???
1. Strt of clinicals means no more sleeping till 11 in the morning... 2. It aso means no more shopping trips on weekdae... 3. It means I've gotta spend my nites reading up on my cases... 4.I'm hardly well prepared for it... 5. It's a strt of having to eat bread for lunch... Sobs... 6. No more vcds till 4am in the morning... 7. Stress is coming my way!!!
I tink i can continue tinking of 101 reasons for dreading clinicals... But wat help does it do??? I can't reverse the time... Neither can i siam clinicals... Unless there's sudden sars outbreak 2ml... Duh~~~ Serene dun b evil k...
Shall update on wat happen 2ml...
6/04/2005 10:24:00 PM
Saturday, June 04, 2005
I'm really exhausted... A slack me who alwaz cannot be bothered wif everythg... Y m i so hardworking for clinicals... But juz wonder if the lecturers can spare me fromt he setting where i need to read up tonnes of thgs... Haix... My current clinicals haf so many vastly different casload... Namely, stroke, fracture, THR, TKR and parkinsons... I was onli notified on Thursdae noon... How m i going to finish reading so many thgs...
In the end i decided that i shld juz read sm of them... But this some of them is already killing me cos there's so much to read... Ahhhh~~~~ Trying veri hard to read and read and read... But 2dae realli no mood read... My head is not cooperating... Having a splitting headache and god noes why... Tink it's tension headache as usual... But the pain killer given to me by my doc does no good... No cure at all... The pain did nto least subside...I juz wonder y the doctor gimme medication that does not cure my headache... Suppose to finish arthritis by 2dae... But i'm realli doubtful that i can finish... Feel lk droppin on my bed and snore loudly!!!! Hahax...
Oh well... Dunnoe... I juz dread Monday... Hate the strt of Mondae... Let me complain sommore can... I wan complain but i dunnoe wat to complain... My brain's not functioning cos of the stupid headache... My flow of tot is not rite... Haix...
Shall not continue typing le... Too tired... Lalalalalala~~~
6/03/2005 05:02:00 PM
Friday, June 03, 2005
I realli haf a feeling that this placement won't be smooth sailing... Frm the strt it wasn't... When i 1st tried to call up the person in charge i was nagged by the auntie there... And wat's worst was i still couldn't get the in charge in the end...
And when we finally found the in charge, we realised that all the information given by Jo was wrong... The dementia patients were transferred... Oh my... Den y m i reading dementia for the past few daes... This's realli getting on my nerve...
And u noe wat... 2dae when i was toking to Kui Shin regarding the placement, she told me that the in charge told us to bring our own lunch... She sae students usualli dun go out to buy food... Oh no... Is this a prison??? M i gonna b imprisoned??? I've got a bad feeling that the lunch hour won't even b proper...
Hello... It's a 6weeks placement... M i gonna torture my stomach for 6 months by eating bread everydae??? Ahhh... Dun understand...
The onli good thg is that i'd onli need to stay in the place frm 8-4... But that's bad too... Cos it strt at 8!!! Which means i need to get up damn early... Mayb ard 6 or 6.30... Ahhhx.... It's all crap... A load of crap... Y m i putting myself thru all these craps??? Dun understand at all!!!!
Realli keeping my finger cross that the initial impression is all wrong and that this placement would b nice lk my previous ones... And that this placement i would do fine and be happie lk wat i alwaz do!!!!
6/01/2005 12:45:00 AM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
How did i spend 2dae... Oh well actualli nthg much other den meeting up wif Mandy whom i din meet for lk half a year and started gossiping abt everythg tt's happening... Apparently, ttsh has undergone alot of changes over the past few months... Now the therapist got more admin stuffs to do... They feel case management is a waste of their resources and that the case managers aren't making contributions... And the JCI... Worse case... Therapist gotta tk exams and be graded for competency every now and den... It's a load of crap...
And of cos ppl change too... Many ppl are resigning... And guess there's gonna b major turnover in ttsh... All cos of all the crap there... Can't be too specific lahx... Cos it's gossip afterall and i'm sure sayin too much is of no good... So i shall keep it a secret... Hahax...
But as the title of my blog suggest, the working world is ugly... Though i noe i gotta face the ugly world and adopt a hack care attitude so tt i dun get so upset, but i still hope to continue staying in school and never get disillusioned abt all the beauty of OTs and human nature... Oh well... I noe it's a load of crap...
And it's lk left wif less den a week to clinicals and i'm still lk so much far from completing wat i'm suppose to read up... M i trying to plaay tricks and start showing pattern resulting in my death in the veri near future... Ahhh~ I've promised myself to strt working hard haven i??? Haix...