Arghx... Had a bad time watching "Hai(3) Tun(2) Wan(1) Lian(4) Ren(2)... Wonder if it's onli me or is the show realli so sad... Actualli as a matter of factly the show is suppose to be a romance story and not the ku(1) ku(1) ti(2) ti(2) kind but i really dunnoe wat got over me i strted weeping rite from the 1st to the last episode... Ok... The plot though lame and unrealistic but it's kinda touching to see wat the stupid guy did for the girl... Hmmm... Den they keep cryin.... I easily influenced lahx... C dem cry i wanna cry...

But this show let me stop to think after i think i've neglected my spiritual well-being for few months... The part of the show when i cried the most is when the sister was diagnosed wif blood cancer and dying... Wow... Tt part was realli damn sad k... Den i dunnoe y i strted thinking abt wat if i was diagnosed wif some terminal illness too... I strted to think how lost i would be... But isn't it contradicting??? I never find a purpose in life... I din noe y i lead a life like this... Oh well.... Mayb i'm indeed well-pampered lahx... Hahax... Hmmm... Actualli after some deep tots i tink the reason y i feel scared is cos i'm totally unsure where i'll b after death...

Ok...Tink i'm realli absolutely crazy... But nvm... Since i realised i've neglected my spiritual well-being i should start focusing on it all over again... And i must sae it is most difficult to feel well spiritually... At least i realli need alot of focus to think i'm spiritualli in good health... I noe i'm now in horrible state of spiritual and emotional health...

Anyway dunnoe wat got into me recently... Keep losing my temper... And strted becomin damn mean... Hmmm... Tink i shall reflect on it focus and prevent unhappy incidents frm happening....