I've lost my direction again... Y do i keep losing my direction??? Din i cum into OT wif burning passion and determined to be an excellent OT??? Where has all my dreams and passion gone to... Into the drain ba i guess...

What had led to this drastic change??? Did i sae drastic??? I guess the changes occur gradually one ba... It started with a spark when 1 person started complaining about OT... And there it goes... Plus my feeling of incompetency wondering if i'll make it to treat patient or will i kill a patient... Oh well... Leave it to fate manx... Mayb i'll juz hun(4) shui(3) mo(1) yu(2) and just pass my life ba...

Hmmm... Nxt week is my killer week... Got lotsa thgs due... Got many presentation aso... Wonder if anyone can empathise wif me this pathetic soul... Haix...

Dunnoe y i cum into blogspot aso... Mayb juz to vent my frustration ba...

Anyway, i realised that nomatter how much work i haf i'm losing all my emotions... Is this for good or for bad??? God noes... hahax... Gonna go le...