2/23/2005 10:27:00 PM
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Oh... tink my anxiety level's on a rise... Suddenly alot of thgs juz pile onto me!!! 1stly i haven realli done much 4 my H & C report which will be due lk on Fri... Now still stuck in the living room part.. .Wonder if i can finish even if i dun slp.. . Tink i shld stop being overly perfectionistic... Hmmm.. Den the stupid Japan trip.. Got so many last min thgs 2 consider... Suddenly got so many procedures which i muz follow thru... E.g. 2dae HB ask me 2 email him my personal profile. While Michelle saes photo doesn't matter, HB wans the photo!!! Den nobody tell me i muz sae wat i wanna achieve in Japan... Frankly i dun realli noe wat i wan 2 achieve... I'm bad at setting goals... Hmmm... Wa'ts nxt on the list, i'm tryin 2 get a cheaper flight 2 Japan... Apparently, i'm able to get a cheaper flight.. Might need 2 go dwn and haf a look at the package!!! Wat's more, i'm gg Japan soon and haven strted learning Japanese and haven strted reading my Hands thgs.. .Haix... Tink realli can die~ Ahhhh!!! Who can b my saviour... How can i not feel stress at tis moment??? I feel so out of control... Ahhhh!!!!! And 2dae... Lost my splint 4 no reason... Hax... Die... Muz get a piece of material frm HB... He'll probably gif me the sickening look... Haix.. Nvm... Shall tink of it again 2ml... Face the music ba...Ok... Ppl, when i'm stress dun step on my tail... Cos my irritability tolerance will drop!!!