2/28/2005 12:32:00 AM
Monday, February 28, 2005
Nv did i tot tt i need so long 2 prepare the thgs i need 2 go Japan... Still got thgs 2 buy... Initialli still tot can use tis week 2 read up on hands... Haix.. Looks lk now gonna juggle b/w everythg... Hahax... Muz jiayou... Else realli will die... Hmmm... Haven even strted anythg on Hands manx..Tink i shld read up my beloved Moore 1st..The 80 pages later den read.. 2 tired 2 read tt... Hmmm.. 2 loso... Hahax... Rather read my book tt summarise thgs 2gether... HAhax...Hmmm.. Few more daes and i'm departing singapore... Though i'm excited but i'm stress and nervous 2... Will i haf cultural shock or smthg??? Juz hope everythg goes well and i can b happie there den finalli cum back 2 Singapore after a month... Hahax... Shall work hard 4 the next few daes... Dearest fren of mine who're gg 4 clinicals... Muz jiayou k... Hope u all learn alot alot and enjoy ur clinicals veri veri much... Hahax...
2/27/2005 01:01:00 AM
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Wahx... Been out for whole dae... Cannot imagine... I went 2 collect my air ticket early in the morning cos they 2dae half dae... Den after tt tried shopping for the gifts which we're suppose 2 buy 4 our host... Den after tt tried shopping for my bloved notebook... Went many places 2 search for 1 tt's within my budget and good...
Hmmm... Finalli found 1 in Harvey Norman... Hahax... Suprise... Tot the laptop there would b damn ex rite??? But apparently i got it at q a good bargain... Got 1 at 2199.. Hmmm... I noe i can get cheaper brands but according to my trustable fren Liting she sae Acer and Compaq which're cheaper are not as good... Smmore i paid 190 4 another 2 yrs warranty... So now i no fear... Hahax... Can at least use the notebook 4 3 yrs...
Hmmm.. Though it exceeded my budget cos i was tryin 2 keep it below 2000 but i believe tt if it's gonna let me use it 4 longer time den it's worth it le.. Cos i IT idiot so if buy cheap cheap one will probably cry when smthg conk up... Hahax... I hope i would realli love it wif everythg i haf... hahax... Pls dun die on me so fast k...
Tired... So end up nv study a thg on hands still... Wahx... Realli tink will die sia... hahax... Betta do smthg 2ml... but apparently my schedule 2ml aso veri pack... Wahx... The Japan trip making me bz till dying le... Hmmm...
M abit tired le.. Shall go slp.. Will i b freer 2ml??? Hahax...
2/26/2005 12:46:00 AM
Saturday, February 26, 2005
Wahx... Tink i realli gonna live on bread after i cum back from Japan... Gotta buy a notebook to begin with... Hmmm.. Tink i shall save money on notebook... Since i'm basicalli not an IT savy, i won't need a veri expensive notebook... As long as it serves the basic purpose of having microsoft words, powerpoint, internet access... hahax... I everytime come online aso do the same old thg... On the computer and i'd b doing the same old thg... Hence i realli dun c y i need a super expensive computer... Hahax... But most importantly it shld not spoil lk in a month time... Hahax...
Hmmm... Apart from the notebook which will be my major investment, i'll still have to pay for my travel insurance, get some money to buy watever winter clothings tt i cannot borrow, buy some gifts for the sen sei over there... Hahax... C i spelt "sen sei" correctly... Not "sin seh"... Hahax...
Lalala... Luckily i fond a cheap deal for my flight tickets which cost onli lk $1000 bucks... Hahax... happie.. Else tink i'll probably cry cos i'll b broke... Hahax... Hmmm... But accommodation wise is gonna b lk my major burden... And i'm not sure abt the price of their transport there... Wat does all these means??? I'll b broke... Hahax...
Shall live lesser in food... Shall pray tt the accommodation is cheap... Shall strt praying tt they pay for my social expenses... Else i sure cry when i cum back 2 Singapore... Shall pray tt i'll haf a fun and cheap trip... Hahax...
2/23/2005 10:27:00 PM
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Oh... tink my anxiety level's on a rise... Suddenly alot of thgs juz pile onto me!!! 1stly i haven realli done much 4 my H & C report which will be due lk on Fri... Now still stuck in the living room part.. .Wonder if i can finish even if i dun slp.. . Tink i shld stop being overly perfectionistic... Hmmm.. Den the stupid Japan trip.. Got so many last min thgs 2 consider... Suddenly got so many procedures which i muz follow thru... E.g. 2dae HB ask me 2 email him my personal profile. While Michelle saes photo doesn't matter, HB wans the photo!!! Den nobody tell me i muz sae wat i wanna achieve in Japan... Frankly i dun realli noe wat i wan 2 achieve... I'm bad at setting goals... Hmmm... Wa'ts nxt on the list, i'm tryin 2 get a cheaper flight 2 Japan... Apparently, i'm able to get a cheaper flight.. Might need 2 go dwn and haf a look at the package!!! Wat's more, i'm gg Japan soon and haven strted learning Japanese and haven strted reading my Hands thgs.. .Haix... Tink realli can die~ Ahhhh!!! Who can b my saviour... How can i not feel stress at tis moment??? I feel so out of control... Ahhhh!!!!! And 2dae... Lost my splint 4 no reason... Hax... Die... Muz get a piece of material frm HB... He'll probably gif me the sickening look... Haix.. Nvm... Shall tink of it again 2ml... Face the music ba...Ok... Ppl, when i'm stress dun step on my tail... Cos my irritability tolerance will drop!!!
2/22/2005 11:26:00 PM
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Hahax... Damn excited and happie 2dae... Even though NYP is not subsidising my trip 2 Japan but i still feel veri blessed... Cos my interview went well and Japan~ here i come!!! Hahax... Hmmm.. But tink i need 2 realli budget on my trip there... As ppl who noes me well enuff will noe i've got poor control of my budgeting... Hahax... So yar lohx... I muz haf veri good self control else i'd probably spend 2 much and when i'm back i'll cry my heads off... Hahax...Hmmm... I tink i'm juz 2 happie 4 words... Dunnoe wat 2 sae anymore... But juz damn happie... Feel veri grateful 2 many person aso... Grateful 2 everyone wo supported my decision at the end of the dae... Thankful to whoever who guided me along the wae... Thanx pals...
2/22/2005 11:49:00 AM
Wahx... M damn nervous now... Dunnoe y... Tink m nervous abt the interview later... Spoke 2 Alicia yesterdae nite and i tink i got a beeta pic of Japan's placement... Was even more enthu abt gg den ever... Cos my concerns are basically addressed... Mayb tt's y i feel so nervous... Cannot be nervous... Muz remain calm.. Otherwise later how 2 do the interview ne??? Hmmm...
Wonder how devastated i would feel if i did not pass my interview later... Dunnoe leh.. But i cannot imagine... Cos my hopes abt gg is q high... The higher u climb the more painful it would b if u fall ba... Hmmm... Dun gif me hopes if my dream will not be fulfilled... Juz hope everythg would turn out well ba...
Ok... Tink i betta go get ready 4 sch soon... Otherwise i'd b late... Hahax... Wish me best of luck manx...
2/20/2005 04:59:00 PM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Anyone who wanna watch constantaine, my suggestion is dum watch... Dun lk the ending... The endin is super disppointing... I whole story is so focussed on the son of satan and constantaine... So i tot there'd b a fight b/w dem... But the son of satan onli go ard possessing ppl or entering ppl... Nv realli came out... Instead the angel wanted to release the son of satan into world... N guess who succeeded stopping it... It's LUCIFER, the satan... Duh~ Super bei lame dao rite??? Aiyo.... Tink the show make me so damn disappointed sia... Ppl dun waste money... Make betta use of ur money k... Hahax... But i muz sae if not 4 the ending i realli tink it's q a good show... Cos the front part is q nice... All exceot the dumb ending... Spoil everythg... The scriptwritter muz haf realised there's not enuff budget so gif a lame ending... Kaox...
2/19/2005 11:44:00 PM
Saturday, February 19, 2005
Y din my blog turn out??? Arghx... Angry angry angry~~~ Muz retype blog again... Put in so much emotions juz now and now??? Gotta retype again... Arghx....
Anyway, back to my topic 4 2dae... There goes tis weekend trying 2 do my project... Arghx... Next week got 2 reports due... But i've utterly no idea how 2 strt the report of H & C... How exactly is the dumb report suppose to look lk??? God noes... Or mayb everybody noes except me... Hahax... Den got another report due week 15... But tink it's due on a Mon... Or is it Fri??? If it's Mon i'll not haf time 2 do if i go Japan...
Keep talking abt Japan... But wat if i fail my interview??? Oh gosh... As ur hopes are higher of cos disappointment would b greater... Sobs... Tink i'd b damn sad den lohx... But still i'd juz try my best for interview and hope i'll go Japan... Hahax...
Anyway, if i'm gg, will b flyin off on 3rd March at 6a.m. Although i seriously wonder y they wanna go so early... Smmore such early flight... Wah... Hope the plane is comfy so tt i can slp... Otherwise i bet u i'll b slpin in the hotel the whole dae... Hahax... Will return on 2nd April... Dun ask me wat time... As u noe i'm a slacker and sua gu who dunnoe abt such thgs... EVerythg gonna go thru Regina... She nv tell me so i dunnoe... Hope i won't b kidnapped there... If u all dun hear frm me while i'm there b veri worried k... Hahax...
Can u sense i'm super excited??? Hahax... Can u c??? Can u hear??? I'm realli damn excited lohx... Dunnoe y aso... But finally rekindled my excitement after all teh truma the past few daes tt made me feel lk givin up...
Nevertheless share wif u a lame tot tt i tot if 2dae... Was telling JL tt i shld buy meal replacement and bring it 2 Japan cos it's gonna b healthier and cheaper... Do u tink it's a good idea?? Wahaha... Q a dumb idea lahx... Where got ppl go abroad and deprive self of food dere de... But wat i meant is mayb a couple of daes lohx... But crazy... Buy a 1 month package juz for couple of daes... They're not cheap either... So wat's the conclusion??? Drop the idea... Hahax... I shall continue wif my biscuit and instant noodle plan... Wahahax...
Ok... I tink i shld strt doing my assignments again... do we need refernces??? I personalli tink i won't haf much leh... *Wonder y*
2/19/2005 12:35:00 PM
Under the request of my dearest JoJo, I'm set up this blog to share my Xi :) Nu >( Ai ;( Le '') wif my frenz...
Though everythg is the blog is q default now cos i dunnoe how 2 change almost everythg hope as time pass i'll figure out how 2 change and make my blog more interesting... Hahax...
2/19/2005 01:08:00 AM
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